Daffodils

Four days ago, after being with my husband for 19 years I found out he was a sex addict. I read messages to a prostitute on his phone and challenged him - I believe he has partially disclosed some of what has been going on, but certainly not all of it. I am currently consumed with wanting to know more - not necessarily the intimate details but the why, how often, is it just sex workers or affairs and who else knows or is implicit. He has said he will get help and has been to our GP who recommended antidepressants and counselling - he’s been to his first session already and was recommended the book Sex Addiction: the partners perspective. I’ve now skim read this and it has mainly made me realise what a momentous problem this is and how much work that not only my husband has to do, but I have to do also to attempt to recover from this news that has destroyed my world. We have a newborn baby and I am exhausted. I know I can’t make any decisions now but I am struggling to cope. I don’t feel I can talk to any of my friends about this, certainly not at the moment. Any supportive words would be much appreciated. Thank you.