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Thought I'd check in... Life has not been the best and I have been acting out my addictive behaviours. That's the bad part out of the way. The positives. I have had two meets with regular people which is less than normal and there has been no one new brought into my world. I have now potentially got a therapist who I may be able to start with who I can afford. I have shared properly with two friends and they have stuck by me even though I have hurt them with my behaviour. I am not feeling as black about life in general and my actions in particular. I know I can't change things that have happened, but I am starting to feel like there may actually be a way out of this, even though right now I'm still entrenched I can feel a little hope in the background