Jonnyboy84 Posted August 19, 2017 Report Share Posted August 19, 2017 Hi, everyone.So, my name is Paul and I have a major porn addiction that is ruining my life.I've been like this for years, I'm 35 now. Its never really affected my life whilst I was single but I'm married now and its probably ruined my marriage.I've been having problems sexually with my wife for a while now, not being able to get an erection. After the first couple of times I now get really nervous and avoided having sex with my wife. I found it easier to fix the urges alone.Now I'm struggling with that even, I've found that I've gone from porn to webcam chatting and looking at escorts online. Not that I have ever gone through with anything, I mean why would in of i can't get it up anyway.Well, my wife's found out on my phone, so now I'm on my own.I need to stop, even before she found out, I hated myself.Even now, I'm upset and thinking about logging on again. I'm not even in the mood!Hope to speak soon guys Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Christine Posted September 21, 2017 Report Share Posted September 21, 2017 JohnnyHope you are okay, it sounds like the situation is very difficult for you and that you have been trying to find a solution. Your circumstances are sadly very common for many, I hope you have been able to find the support you need to begin the road of recovery from Porn and Sex addiction. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mel Posted September 22, 2017 Report Share Posted September 22, 2017 I really feel for you and hope that you can get support and move on from this, I’m also in a situation where my husband has left me and as hard as it is right now I’m listening to the advice of others and concentrating for now on me but of course I’ve let my husband know how much I love and miss him. I went to my first meeting last night and was in a toralmess tbh the poor guys in the meeting must have been like wtaf !!!! I certainly fit the stereotype of emotional female, tears snorters the lot. But today I’m feeling really positive, I’ve aat and wrote pages of feelings and somewhat of a timeline of events that have affected my mental health and well being and how I’ve reacted to them, I’m hoping that writing it down I can find the triggers that bring me to the point that causes me to act out sexually and start recovery Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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