Hi, I'm a 35 year old man and I am desperately looking for help. Apologies in advance if this is not the right forum where to discuss my case but maybe there is someone who can point me in the right direction as I'm struggling to find the right contacts in internet due to my lack of knowledge regarding what type of specialist I need. For the last 4 years I've been trying to fight on my own against my disgusting impulse of exhibiting myself. I'm now on the edge of the situation where I fear that if this carry on this way I will get life lasting consequences from my behaviours particularly with the law. My wife (I'm married and have a daughter) is aware of my whole situation and still supports me to carry on fighting and I cannot understand at all why on earth I am unable to think of the consequences when my urge comes. I hate this horrendous side of me, it has only given me distress, anxiety and fear yet I keep thinking about it and sometimes feeling too weak to stop it. Please I need help before I lose everything I got. It's my very first time seeking for profesional help and I already feel I have done at least a small step forward. Thank you for reading, B.